Don't look at me I will only let you down
I'll do my best to point you in the right direction
But don't look at me
Yup you heard it right..this is the break from hell
Lets see...ive argued with almost every single person from my family, dad is the only exception just cuz he tries to avoid conflict at all possible places. Got surprised with yet another doctor's appointment which i blew my top off at...got woken up early the past 3 days for no reason.
I've gotten absolutely no privacy in this house and people dont seem to mind butting into my business, but god forbid something i do irks them, i have to hear all about it.
I have tried to keep my sanity by talking to wintumn and i actually called trudyblue to help me calm down...they help alot...but i swear i will need therapy. I can't wait til i move far away and cut contact with my family...and there is more talks of the wedding....its almost like they want me to be driven insane.
Mom asked what i wanted for graduation cuz i started to bitch about my brother having no fucking manners...she thought i wanted a laptop..i told her i want a trip to London and i can get lost and never come home....i dont think she likes when i say that but its the truth.
Tomorrow i go for a blood test to see what the hell is wrong with me...I hope i didnt get mopno from anyone...but i doubt it...could be from the lack of meat i had last month.
Launchcast has made it a point to play slow songs that talk all about love...ya just what i need to hear...lets make tom all depressed and self destructive....why can't i find someone :\
OK..bitching is over...yes this is a 'journal' but all i ever seem to do is rant and rave...and post Slash...go check out my story :)
Have a good friday people :)