February 1st, 2010

cry

im sorry

sorry i havent really been posting but given the circumstances of the last post im sure you can understand.

Saturday and Sunday have been very long days of the wakes...seeing the various people weve known through our lives was quite a shock. The overabundance of flowers and cards makes me feel like Mom was special to just about every single person she ever met. Whether its friends, co-workers or her clients (H&R calls their customers that) we have had tons of people. That doesnt even include anyone elses friends and co-workers.

Tomorrow will be the hardest thing i will ever have to do, i have to say goodbye to Mom, and bury her. I already know i will just be destroyed by it. She not only was my mother, but my best friend, and i am going to miss her so much. I know shes watching over me, but i wanna be selfish and say i really wish she was here.
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    Prayer of St Francis (It was my moms favorite hymn)
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