Saturday and Sunday have been very long days of the wakes...seeing the various people weve known through our lives was quite a shock. The overabundance of flowers and cards makes me feel like Mom was special to just about every single person she ever met. Whether its friends, co-workers or her clients (H&R calls their customers that) we have had tons of people. That doesnt even include anyone elses friends and co-workers.
Tomorrow will be the hardest thing i will ever have to do, i have to say goodbye to Mom, and bury her. I already know i will just be destroyed by it. She not only was my mother, but my best friend, and i am going to miss her so much. I know shes watching over me, but i wanna be selfish and say i really wish she was here.